SCREW. yesterday 4 hours of studying with Study Buddy Deanna+1 hours of self-study=5 WHOLE FREAKING HOURS. i swear i have never studied so much in a day before. and bio was only 10%? seriously, i don't understand myself sometimes. and i realised today that most of the stuff i studied didn't get tested. SCREW SCREW SCREW. we needed our calculators to calculate some stuff and i didn't even bother bringing mine into the exam room cause i was lazy. what is wrong with me! okay, that's quite funny laaaa haha.

i'm off for dental. yay. i better leave the house soon or i'll fall asleep. see how tired i am already!

i'm just so sick of everything. i hate my stupid school with all the stupid stuff i need to do. no more faking stressed for me already. i feel like crying but i can't. i'm weird. i left my bio notes in school so i can't study now. how smart am i. and its not like i have any time tomorrow. unless i skip taekwondo, haha. what am i even talking about. i'm talking rubbish. i'm gonna die soon. i need to do qt. bye.

i'm super dee duper stressed now! i really don't understand, why the hell am i so busy anyway! there wasn't even time for me to eat dinner yesterday and i was so hungry:( i need to sleep for at least seven hours too, or else i can't function the next day. today i slept through english and math. argh. there's not enough time for everything!
OKAY. i should stop feeling sorry for myself. i'm sure there's lots of other people busier than me, i think.
at least its midweek wednesday! but i'm not looking forward to the weekend. stupid founder's day.
okay. i need to go study bio now! i want my GPA to be >3.5 this year yeahhh!

it's sunday again. sunday is do homework and prepare for another week of school day. oh man. i was sleep deprived this whole week, so last night i came home early and slept at 8. and i'm still tired. ahhhhh. okay, so i have bio and chinese tests this week. crappos. and, i still have one english essay to do, and a whole lot of other stuff that i can't remember. help me someone :(

on the other hand, cheer review was great yesterday! the teachers said that we were the house that improved the most. all our effort was worth it. yay, i wanna win sports fest okay!

haha, my stupid sister went to dye her hair black today, and it looks damn weird cos her normal hair colour is actually brown. what a loser.

okay, i gotta get back to work. there's dinner out tonight, so i won't have time. i'm gonna have a great week in school i'm gonna have a great week in school. yeah!

i think i'm starting to like dance prac now. even though my whole body is aching. (including my butt) and i have a bruise on my foot. cuz laoshi's new music is really cool. WELCOME TO MIAMI!
SLI today was kinda boring, as usual. i fell asleep sitting in the amphitheatre under the scorching sun even. cheer prac afterwards for three hours plus. cheer review tomorrow:( but i think our pyramid is kewl:D
i wanna race across the canteen tables again!
ah. gotta prepare for chem assignment now. dr ng is damn scary.
byee.

i realised something. isaac newton is quite hot!
anyway. i'm so annoyed... i have so many things to do. and i think i screwed up history.
anyway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEANNA!!!


thanks for always being such a joke and making me laugh like crazy. come over to my house to visit uncle george another time soon, haha.

YAY WE LOVE THE SCIENCE CENTER!
the cny dinner was totally at the wrong place. it was like so crowded. but i saw the f1! when me and kezia heard the engine we like started screaming and rushed to watch. hahaha so funny. then we went to play arcade. then i went home with my sister she's so annoying... i was like shouting to her on the phone and kenneth said i looked like some da er long. haha!
i spilled hot chocolate on my dress today:( again! i'm SUCH a klutz. and those two meanos kept laughing like it was the funniest thing in the world la. then i went for lunch with celeste and gladys at this cool new pasta place. oh, and i took bus home from church today. yay!
okay. i need to study now. i don't like isaac newton:(

i miss sec one:(
today me and yunrui were talking about all the fun stupid stuff we used to do then. schoolwork was easy, i didn't really study. we flirted with guys, watched so many horror movies, took neoprints... i haven't taken neos in months!
i think i was some crazy bimbo then. not that i wanna be called one, i hate it. but it was just so fun okay! my life is like how boring now! argh. being sec 3 sucks.

valentine's day today and i am STUFFED full with chocolate.

omgg. today after school i had to stay back three freaking hours for some grooming session. i think i am well-groomed enough already okay! anyway, the lady was quite funny la. "you must take care of your BODY then you can take care of everyBODY!" me and wenying were laughing like crazy haha.
oh yes. don't read p.s. i love you. it is the lousiest book EVER. i can't stand the way the stupid author writes la. its as if i'm reading some kid's book. HER LANGUAGE IS SO FREAKING SIMPLE OMGG. like some pri 5 kid trying to write a good compo and trying to use like "good phrases" or whatever. me and constance got damn agitated over the book, its quite ridiculous. heh.
EH EVERYONE LISTEN UP! I NEED A STUDY BUDDY. I CAN'T STUDY ALONE:(

i spent the whole day at shzehui's house yesterday wrapping. everyone was so helpful! like all our moms and elisha. you guys are the pwnage!
thank God everything went smoothly yesterday and we got everything done! i'm so excited for vday now! yeah!

i finished reading the kite runner today. the book was great! i love being intellectual. haha.
baking tomorrow again. i'm so sick of the honey smell already argh.
I'M GONNA BE ANTISOCIAL WITH MY FATHER'S FRIENDS AND GO INSIDE TO DO MY HOMEWORK. shun away from the public eye. haha!

CAI SHEN DAOOOOO. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
a bit more visiting today and i'm going to watch ah long pte ltd with my grandparents! haha! i bet my grandma is gonna laugh very loudly or something.
and the weekend is gonna be baking and more baking!
i better finish my homework tonight.
seeyaaaaaa.

the weekend was cool. i feel so accomplished!
me jo-ann and shzehui managed to get all the stuff we needed for the valentine's day project. i finished all my homework too! and and and. i went running!
yayyyyy.
cheer prac today. umbrellas are scary to dance with. i'm like always scared that i'll smash my finger or poke my eye.
i wanna go play laser quest this weekend!!

me and janelle are learning gamer language! i know XP and newb/noob and pwned and ownage! haha i got it from the xbox website. everyday i'm gonna learn one new word so i won't be a NOOB anymore and get PWNED. HA!
oh and btw, i didn't VOLUNTEER for the rubik's cube competition okay! claire called me only the night before to do it. and since i was such a GOOD SPORT, i agreed. omg super embarrassing please! me deanna and cheryl were like super super slow. and i didn't get to use my metallic cube ):
okay i shall stop here. i ain't no niggabyte, yo.