chemistry today was frickin hard. i had absolutely no clue whatsoever how to do half the paper. all the questions were so ridiculous i seriously had the urge to burst out laughing during the test. kinda annoyed cuz i spent three hours the day before in school with dr ng going through chem >:( study hard also dont know how to do. and poor april couldn't unleash her Fist of Chem. oh well. at least its over. five more papers to go!
going over to deanna's house tomorrow to study. yay. productivity. is the key.

ah i don't understand chemistry! my heart is beating super fast. even now. it's gonna pop out of my chest soon. can anyone tutor me chem? and i need people to study with me every day of the week this week. i cannot study alone at home:( stress makes me agitated about the smallest things, like how a scoop of cereal on yami yoghurt can cost 65 cents. arghhhhhhhh.

HAHA. ON A BRIGHTER NOTE, I AM GOING RUNNING LATER. yay. with my mom. oh shit cannot let her say "haha i beat you."

the kitchen is a freaking mosquito zoo of some sort. i had like five bites after staying there for three hours or so. well at least i got to bake my cake. papa chia loves my cake he ate two slices. well he couldn't send me home today so i had to take the bus and i squashed my cake. but it still tastes really goood. papa chia fixes me lunch to bring to school and everyone says im so lucky cuz the school food sucks and papa chia cooks good food. i realised i am quite lucky to have papa chia i guess. he is quite a resourceful man like how he helped me sew my umbrella and stuff.

rugby rugby again tomorrow yay i wanna tackleeeeeee. and there's no latin tomorrow yipeee. i think i'll go study with the buddy although i really wanna watch a movieeeeeee. aiya. must stop slacking already! argh.

i don't like mondays.

it was embarrassing today when my english teacher put an extract of my essay up for everyone to see as an example of a fallacy. especially when i exclaimed super loudly "HEY THAT'S MINE!" after realizing. and everyone turned to look at me and started laughing. i must learn to keep my big mouth shut.

anyway i left school about an hour early then i went to borders to buy my teenvogue and drink my caramel iceblended(: i told the office that i had dental. which is true okay! well actually the appointment was two hours later. hey i needed to relax okay!

off to dinner now, and another night studying!

i'm excited!!!!!

for everything. MYAs, MY BIRTHDAY, hong kong, church camp! i kind of like exam period. i enjoy letting my brain work under pressure. i am weird. and for the first time in my whole school life, my birthday falls nicely a day after the exams, not in the middle of it. :D :D :D

i ran my 2.4 today. 12.58 minutes. it isnt that fast but it is quite fast for me i guess. i got my A! HAHA I AM FEELING SO SPORTY NOW. everyone is so shocked at my timing hehehehe. so that makes it all As for PFT except for stupid incline pull-ups which is a B. i need more arm muscles.

tomorrow's a busy day. dance in school, then i gotta go to the studio to get the shoes, then to church and east coast. and i still gotta study. haven't touched my books yesterday and today.

well, i like being busy:D

i decided that i'm not going online anymore on school nights! anyway, msn is like, so last week, like. it's for people with no real friends. but that's not the point. the point is, i can accomplish so much more stuff at night now. like last night i did my RS, read through my bio textbook and i did my chinese ws! in two hours! yay me huh.

chemistry SPA today. me and amanda are the only two noobs in the lab, and to make things worse we are lab partners. i didn't bother reading the instructions because i thought i was pro enough, and amanda just followed what i was doing because i looked so sure of myself. in the end we both screwed up haha.

and there was batch dance, where we choreographed some really cool stuff(: technologic and L is for loser:D

AND cooking! i didn't get to bake my cake, because we had to learn how to cook salmon. apparently there's a NATIONAL SALMON COOKING COMPETITION that we are encouraged to join. anyway it was quite funny with yvette and audrey. and the teacher getting so distressed when i said i wanted to throw away the salmon. i didn't know that it was expensive okayy..

that's the end of my boring day and i shall go study now.

i decided to go for ORA today. only cause i thought there was going to be a haunted house. which there wasn't. so. ORA sucked. i realised. FUNfairs are never FUN.

here's a bunch of things me and kezia want to do.
1) hip hop classes at o school
2) stationery makeover
3) research on formula one
4) *secret*
we haven't started on any of them yet. so much to do, so little time! (okay now i sound like mary-kate and ashley.)

dinner at newyork newyork=two sticks of cotton candy+fried mars bars=bye bye diet. and i think we're going to dan ryan's tomorrow for lunch.

oh gawshhhhhhhhhhhh.

i've been eating so much, its appalling. why do i always have the urge to eat when i step into the canteen? i wish i didn't get hungry so much. and i should stop going down for every recess and lunch. why can't i just freaking stay in class. this is so annoying.
ora family day is tomorrow. i think it's just an excuse for rgs and ri people to socialize with each other. and maybe rj people too. but i'm not going. ha! i can't really be bothered. and I NEED TO SLEEP IN. i am so not feeling like a social butterfly nowadays. but me and wen are going shopping in the late morning i think, yay.
stayed back to discuss costume proposal with the dancers. seriously, i think our batch dance sucks. no one is really putting any effort into it. argh. concert's in slightly more than two months!!!! ahhhhh.
i should start caring more.

this week has been so full of shit, and its only the second day. bio test tomorrow, math statistics survey due on thursday, ss fa and physics pt both due on fri. man! and i'm sleeping ALOT in class now. and i mean alot. i can't seem to find my evian mist. and like i even sleep during groupwork. no one sleeps during groupwork.
can't wait for the weekend.

woah i can't believe i'm finding time to blog. this is a super busy week. cheerleading till 8, either that or its dance. my legs are aching and there are two ginormous blisters on my big toes. the whole skin is like flaking off in one piece.
and physics pt! looking at the freaking sound waves is seriously pissing me off. its due next week and i've hardly started. i think im gonna hole myself up in the room in front of the computer this whole weekend doing it.
oh but the biggest thing that's stressing me out now is sports fest! its in like two days. somehow i dont feel ready, even though i know that we all put in so much effort. it feels like i worked twice as hard this year compared to the last. everythings still kind of messy? the routine is super tiring i tell you i am serious. by petrified i feel as if my guts are all gonna spill out. how to have energy like that!!! ENERGY ENERGY. but, i really love the team:) im gonna miss practising at toapayoh stadium and laughing at all the weird people there like the fat garnet guy attempting a cartwheel and the old man unleashing his buddha's palm. hahaha.
oh and i am really stressed. not fake stress! i am not kidding.