exams are so dumb. i think they are really trying to kill us. how are we supposed to learn about jefferson democracy and write an essay about it two weeks later? my brain moves very slowly okay. like a snail. and i am totally clueless about physics and chemistry. oh my gosh. and i don't think my bio is any better, but my bio is the only science i have with a 4.0 GPA. and i need to keep that up or else i am pretty sure my GPA is going to go below 3. I DON'T WANT THAT.

in exactly two weeks exams will be over. i so can't wait. we're going to night safari for halloween night. awesome.

oh man it's like 11 o'clock already. i was planning to sleep at like 10, because i didn't get to take my nap in the afternoon and now i'm really tired. but no, i decided to watch the first four episodes of antm cycle 11 in a row and now i'm still not done with my social studies, which i want to finish by tonight. ah hate myself. but i think cycle 11 is really interesting. with isis the he-she. okay sorry but i am really grossed out by her/him. especially when they had the swimsuit photoshoot. isis is pre-op so it was quite disgusting i must say. ew. okay. i think elina and majorie are really good-looking though. i love antm! 11 cycles and i'm still not sick of it. okay i shall stop spouting rubbish and get back to my work.

I have to stop wasting money buying teen vogue and unnecessary junk food and taking taxi (but the weather is really damn hot.) I need to save up so i can go on a shopping spree when the exams are finally over. Whee! There are lots of other things I plan to do after exams too. First on my list is getting fit. I keep putting on weight and getting fatter :( And i know i diet will NEVER work for me, so I'm going to do it the healthy way! So i shall go to the gym thrice a week. And i will get Lemuel's professional help so I won't be doing stuff wrongly and grow bigger instead. Deanna thinks it's funny, but it's not! I can't wait to get a body that will look hot in my leotard and jazz pants :p Okay i can't believe i just did that chikopei sticking out tongue smiley face. Oh yes other stuff on my after eoy list include building up on my general knowledge (I'm going to read Newsweek every week) and cleaning up my room. The holidays are going to be productive :D

Okay but right now I should focus on productive studying which i never seem to accomplish. ANAEROBIC RESPIRATION. I still don't really get the biochemistry part... and I think triple science is killing me.

i went to the dental surgeon after school today to remove the stitches. and he said i have fast-growing gums. HAHA. betcha my gums grow faster than yours.

after that i had time so i went shopping and i got something from forever 21. and it suddenly occurred to me... WHERE IS MY CUTE HOLLISTER DENIM SKIRT. i realized i haven't worn it for almost a year! and a nice denim skirt is practically a staple in my wardrobe. i think i must have left it in phuket last year, because it disappeared after that. damn. i need (want) a new denim skirt!!

and i also want that cute american apparel dress i saw in teen vogue, and more and more shoes. AND A BAG.

my three favourite guys

hello everyone today i'm going to introduce to you my three favourite guys of the moment!


RYAN SHECKLER. the awesomest pro skateboarder ever. (to me.) okay he is seriously so cute. why do they not show life of ryan on mtv anymore >:( oh yeah. i just remembered my dad locked up mtv today. so mean.


here's another photo of ryan!! he seriously looks so hot here. i love his sheckler tattoo <3


chace crawford! okay this one is super obvious why i like him. he is like seriously so good looking! i have nothing else to say already.

and lastly...

PAULIE BLEEKER! okay fine, he's a fictional character. but i still think he's the sweetest guy ever. i want my boyfriend to be like him.

haha. okay that was dumb. but i was bored. i better sleep early today. starting to fall asleep in class again...

my jaw is swelling and swelling, i think because the whole weekend i decided to go out and play instead of putting ice on it, and now i kind of resemble a hamster, but not as cute. well the lantern festival at chinese gardens was really pretty :) i took quite a few pictures! i think my photography skills not bad right!

the super gross water ball thing. i wouldn't even wanna touch that ball.


all the cute SANRIO lanterns!












and the pretty fireworks :)




now time for my nap. and i better ice pack my jaw. my new haircut looks like shit :( or maybe its because my face looks like a freaking potato now!

crap there is like tons of homework to do. math and chem assignments! i don't even know how to do anything in them! i suck at coordinate geometry. and can someone tell me what ionisation energy and ionic radius is? argh! see lah. i want to do homework also cannot do. the only thing i can do now is that dumb philosophy fallacy worksheet. oh shit. and i don't even want to think about ss pt.

*anguished scream*

oh yes, anyhow. 4bia is a good movie. go watch! and don't anyhow scream at the wrong, not even scary part. like i did. and i screamed the "pre-recorded horror movie type scream* some more (according to kezia.) confirm freak everyone out.

oh ya just remembered. still got history to study for.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you