finally the english test is over. i think it was the worst essay i wrote, but nevermind. cooking today was so fun! me and wenying make awesome partners. oh and there's talent time auditions tomorrow. quite retarded. hahaha i hope we get in! (i think we will heh.)

i realised that i went to botanical gardens the exact same day the PSB board reccommended everyone to. omg i'm such a freakkkkkk. but i really didn't follow the board okay!

finally i did my quiet time yesterday after two weeks. i realised i really do need God around to help me out with stuff. without him i'm just floating around aimlessly.

okay this post doesn't really make sense. i'm off to avelyn's house for dance prac!

i am not looking forward to the holidays. i have no idea why i'm feeling so stressed but i am. there is seriously an overload of stuff that needs to be done. i'm losing my appetite fast. looking at food makes me feel like puking. aw man:(
i wish. i could just lie in bed the whole day not doing anything, not having to worry about anything. stupid. i'm more stressed now than i was for exams.
i'm sleeping sleeping sleeping in classes again. i fell asleep when mrs mak was showing oliver twist today. i feel like such a lousy history rep. after i got lowest in class for history some more.
school sucks.

okay i'm gonna study right after this i promise. i was supposed to study yesterday but i never got round to doing it. dang i didn't do anything the whole weekend! sheesh and i think i'm the only one freaking out about the test on wed or something.

ah!

you and me by lifehouse is such a nice song to dance to. i wanna learn lyrical. then again i also wanna go learn hip hop. ahhh.
sheesh i'm gonna be super super busy with dance now. there's what. cheerleading prac AGAIN for spirit day or something, then there's all the dance concert stuff and church camp dance. oh noo i shouldn't have signed up for church camp i knew i couldn't go but i didn't really care and now laoshi's gonna slaughter me. haha how to fly back to singapore in time ah.
dance dance dance dance dance!!!!!!

my dad forced me to drag my ass to school for career day. career day is shit. i skipped early and went back home to sleep.
costume shopping after that. we found kewl stuff. and i got tricked by the turkish ice cream man for the first time. i am such a noob. but he's super funny though.
crap and there's RS tomorrow and dance. i don't feel like doing anything.
i'm switching to moping mood already.

yay i'm fifteen today. i feel mature already!
on the bus to school suddenly all the songs on my playlist sounded emo. and i started crying! hahaha i was having a bad morning okay.
after school i was feeling better. the wallet isn't that ugly i guess. lunch at valentino with my mom. and deanna and hannah and amanda crashed my house! haha the present is so funny and the stupid panties are too big for me lah. they think i'm so fat! we watched what happens in vegas and JANELLE CRIED HAHAHA. oh and eenette kristie and huiyi came to find me with the big balloon!
thank God for awesome friends:D

madonna is so old already and she's still so hot!!!!!!

had lunch at plaza sing today. and starbucks after. i spent like half my allowance on the first day. how am i gonna survive the rest of the week. starbucks is so gross already. not nice. and so fattening.

once exams are over i'm gonna go consult my mom's gym trainer. i need a hot body. like madonna. haha.